Sunday, July 6, 2008

Haphazard Prenatal Care




Recently I've heard from women who call me for advice or who are changing from doctors to a midwife's care that providers in St. George are not giving them the prenatal care that they are looking for and deserve. Their recent complaints include; lack of urine testing at each visit, no palpations to find out where their baby's position is, overuse of ultrasound to determine position, lack of any kind of one-on-one with their doctor and just general feelings of "factory like" prenatal care or just plain lack of prenatal care altogther. One woman reported having gestational diabetes but hadn't been tested for glucose in her urine since last April. Another said she would walk out to her car and cry after her visit because she just felt like a "number on a conveyor belt". Women are starting to realize these docs are not giving them the time and thorough care they deserve.


As a midwife who takes an hour or more with each woman and who takes it upon herself to make these women and babies a priority, I am appalled at what is going on in our community! What is happening with the medical system's answer to prenatal care? Where is all of this apathy coming from? I believe it stems from the fact that these doctors are too busy trying to pay for their malpractice insurance and stack themselves too deep with patients trying to pay for it, not to mention, they rely upon the hospital's life-saving measuresto catch the women and babies who don't fare well with the lack of prenatal care.


Here's an example of this: A woman in her twenties chooses one of these popular doctors and goes to him throughout her pregnancy. She goes through the prenatal testing and the ultrasounds and then checks into the hospital near her due date for an induction, most likely. She is a fairly healthy woman with no health problems but becomes another statistic in the hospital due to the interventions of induction, epidural anaesthesia and the like. If she doesn't progress cervically and dilate a centimeter an hour then she may become another woman who undergoes a caesarean or even more likely, become one of the 70+% who has an epidural. If anything should go wrong with her during the labor or delivery the medical staff can perform life-saving measures to save her or her baby's life. The hospital is the doctor's safety net and these doctors feel very comfortable overlooking small things throughout the pregnancy because they know they have full access to the equipment and medications to make things turn out alright in the end. Maybe this is why they don't have any problem cattle-prodding women through prenatal care, knowing full well what lies ahead to cover their negligience.


I don't think docs are doing this on purpose, so to speak. Noone could be that haphazard, could they? They are dealing with mass numbers of women and can only spend so much time with each one, therefore reducing their quality of care dramatically.


The amazing thing to me is that the majority of women are continuing to choose and accept this type of behavior from their doctors. That's what really surprises and disappoints me. As consumers, can't we be a little smarter, demand better care for ourselves and seek out those care providers who will give us what we need?


I have empathy for women who call me or who want to change their care in the middle of their pregnancy, but you get what you choose. If you choose a doctor who spends five mins. with you every few weeks and who doesn't tell you what is going on with your baby or how to eat better and avoid complications, then you have to expect that this same person will treat your labor and delivery very similarily. You are a number to them and dollar signs float over your head as you walk through their office doors. The bottom line for this lack of care is the mighty dollar. I hate to be so blunt but these docs are up against a huge mountain of insurance premiums, leases, hospital privelege percentages, staff salaries, etc.... You are paying their bills in a small way, plain and simple. Its so backwards and negligent to practice with your back against a wall but that's where the American Medical Association has gotten themselves these days.


If you contrast that to a homebirth midwife or any care provider who limits their client base and puts their health and safety as priority number one, then everything changes. No huge overhead, no huge insurance premiums, just a simple, old fashioned, intimate, trusting relationship. Its a no-brainer for me and there are more women who are wising up each year, but doctor based, hospital birth still accounts for the majority in our country today.


The bottom line is you get what you get when you choose your baby-catcher. Whether that be a quality, thorough, un-rushed approach or one which takes the minimum amount of time and concern and has you jumping through preset hoops is all up to you. You are the consumer who pays the doctors or midwives....where will your dollar and pregnancy be spent more wisely?




Thursday, June 12, 2008

PUSHING


When I was in college there was a popular song called "Push It". The lyrics went something like, "Push it, push it real good" and I used to sing this with my roommates and joke about giving birth to my babies with this song on in the background. Now that I have pushed three children out myself and have witnessed hundreds of women push their babies out of their bodies I have a much different perspective on what it takes to push and "push it real good" to bring our babies into this world.


First of all, for many women, pushing is a very scary feeling. They begin to feel 'pushy' during a few contractions and then put their muscles in 'lock down' until they feel like they can be in control again. It is a time where your mind is telling your body that you don't want to do this and that you just can't possibly do this and then comes an emotional breakdown. Most women have to really go inside themselves and find that powerful, birthing woman energy and bring it all out in order to wrap their minds around this overwhelming feeling they are having. It is a time where you have to push against your own skin and make yourself feel the burning ring of fire in your perineum and continue pushing past it. It is absolutely a necessary part of giving birth but a very challenging part, nonetheless. When the baby's head begins to crown it feels as though your body will literally break in two. All you can think about is self preservation and how long until this whole thing is over???! But, just as soon as you are thinking all of this and feeling that stretching and opening and the intensity of the moment, your baby's head is born and usually the shoulders and body follow immediately and the pain is gone...and you are holding this baby you have been waiting to meet for all of these months!


There is nothing like the ecstasy in the moments after giving birth! Nothing compares to this natural high and sense of accomplishment and empowerment! Your body feels like a train ran right through the middle of it but you survived and have a deeper soul because of it. You walked through the valley of human birth experience and came out triumphant on the other side! You now have a view many women today are giving away so carelessly. They are trading in their pushing experiences for one where they feel none of the sensations or their baby's head as it emerges from them. I believe they are selling themselves short of what could be one of the most spiritual, undeniably important and sacred times in their lives. This is something men will never understand and are not given the chance to experience, and therefore, will always see child birth as something they need to save women from; not give to them.


As a midwife I watch women go through this pushing phase and I always am overwhelmed by how it brings women to their knees and takes them to a point where they feel they cannot do it anymore. And then almost miraculously, you see the woman's resolve to get this baby out and next thing you know she has pushed successfully and there is the wonderful result right on her chest! Pushing is intense, a deep learning experience, an extreme vulnerability in our human experience and a chance to deepen ourselves as women and listen to our bodies and trust that we CAN do it!! It is something we can fear and avoid or something we can accept and acknowledge its power and then just go for it! Just remember: when you are pushing you are so close to holding your baby in your arms! Anything is worth that moment so keep pushing and "push it real good"!

Friday, May 23, 2008

The Breath of Life



Recently I had my first 'real' experience with neonatal resuscitation. I have attended over 250 births and have seen many floppy and unresponsive babies, but this birth showed me what a baby with a 0 Apgar looks and acts like right after its born.

The birth journey for this mom and baby was a very long, emotional experience and the pushing phase lasted for over an hour. Despite the baby's consistently good fetal heart tones he was born and made no attempts at breathing or responding to touch or talking. I immediately shifted into 'resuscitation mode' and began talking to him and telling him how much we loved and needed him while I intermittently gave him mouth to mouth. With each breath I breathed into him he would respond with a sigh and a grimace. I could tell that my breath was helping him make the transition to air breathing and so I continued giving him puffs of air and alot of verbal encouragement. After about 6 or 8 breaths into his lungs he began to pink up and perk up and open his eyes. We wrapped him in warm, out of the oven, towels and put a stocking cap on his head. His mom and dad continued to shower him with love and I put him on oxygen for the next 15 minutes. I allowed his umbilical cord to remain intact until it was done pulsating and the blood had all flowed into his little body. Cutting his cord early would have been detrimental to his resuscitation efforts because it would have cut off his lifeline to the oxygen in his bloodstream that he was still receiving from his mother's placenta. A half hour after his birth he was stable and pink and crying and seemed to be more 'in his skin' than ever before.

I recently attended a neonatal resuscitation workshop in Las Vegas for the second time from a dear friend and midwife, Karen Strange. She teaches midwives the medical method of resuscitation with a wonderful twist. She believes that resuscitation not only involves the physical aspect of what bodies need, but it also includes the emotional, too. She teaches that while you are physically giving the baby breath you should also be talking to them and supporting them through the experience emotionally as well. Without her wisdom and wonderful way of teaching I wouldn't have had the confidence or knowledge to be as successful as I was during this last birth. With the training she gave me I was able to be aware of the baby's complete needs and address them confidently. Her workshops are invaluable and I recommend them to anyone who needs to be trained in resuscitation. Her website is; www.newbornbreath.com.

This experience has opened me and made me ever aware of the power and strength the human breath holds. Breathing life into this baby who was unable to do it for himself was humbling and awe-inspiring. It didn't take much effort on my part to breathe my life force into this new soul, but it did take much emotion and introspection to say what he needed to hear so that he could make the decision to come into his body and breathe. I fully believe babies in the womb and newly born are complete beings with emotions, personalities and feelings. If we acknowledge this when they are in our care then they will trust what role we play when they are born and, if a situation arises, the baby will feel more supported and loved by its caregivers and the experience will be that much more successful for everyone.

This was another life changing birth for not only me, but for the family, too. If we had not trusted in natural birth and the body's ability to do what its supposed to then we could've missed this awesome journey. I am humbled and inspired and continue to be amazed at what birth teaches.

Saturday, April 26, 2008

Trusting Birth



This week I had the honor of attending a simply wonderful birth! This was a first time mom who chose to bring her baby into this world without modern technology or interventions. She wanted a birth experience that would naturally unfold on its own accord. It was a process that was incredible to be a part of and one which every woman deserves, knowing the end result and what power it brings.

As you watch women go through the stages of labor you realize that at first, they tend to rely upon comfort measures and ways of thinking that they are most comfortable with. This is when water, breathing, air, and music are used successfully to ease our minds and bodies. As they progress to the more strenuous demands of labor you see a shift in their beings. They begin going deep within to find their inner strength and reserves, their thinking minds are left behind for a primal place within. This is a collective space for all women who have given birth naturally; it is a sacred place, a powerful place, a necessary place for all who go through the empowering experience of labor. It pushes our souls into a depth that can't be duplicated by any other experience as humans. It is a gift because it holds a place of accomplishment and peace within us for the rest of our lives. It is a time for complete surrender and trust within ourselves and the birth process and a time of amazing growth.

Watching this beautiful mother bring life to her baby and journey through the depths of labor is life affirming and stirs within me a deep resonation and respect for the power of labor and birth and what a divine gift it is that has been instilled within every woman.

It recommits me to holding strong to my beliefs that birth works and that women's bodies are made to perfectly bring babies into this world. It reminds me to continue my mantra to always trust birth. It holds a very tender place within my own soul and I realize that without the work and continual perserverance of traditonal midwives, there would be a complete loss of natural birth as we currently know it in the United States.

It is definitely a privelege and honor to be with women during this life altering journey and the lessons learned at each birth bring a deeper understanding and respect for the protection of the natural birth process. It is a powerful gift that women allow themselves if they are willing to be present and in the moment and choose women to attend them who will guard and protect the space and energy that is needed to allow it to unfold. Birth is a wonder; a constant blessing in my life and I am thankful I can preserve it for women today despite the over technology of childbirth in our country.

Thank you to all of you who support traditional midwifery and who choose to take the journey that is required of natural childbirth. Thank you for facing the unknown and jumping in with both feet to embrace your body's ability to bring your baby into this world without the aid or rescue of modern medicine. Thank you for enriching my life and keeping me engaged in the work I most highly adore. You are the ones who get the gift of success and empowerment when its all said and done. You are the ones who continue the chain of women who have given birth naturally and whose lives have been deepened by the experience. It is something you will always cherish and will live on in your soul forever. Thank you for giving yourself the "gift" of natural childbirth!

Saturday, March 22, 2008

One month...two very, different births

In February I attended a woman who had her baby in her tub after only 2 hours of labor. Everything went very well; it was about as straightforward as you can get with birth. I arrived with another midwife and we watched and guided her through the process and assisted her after the baby came. We checked out the baby, cleaned up, ate something and tucked her into bed. I was home in less than five hours from start to finish.


Contrast that birth with another one I attended in March, just a few weeks later. She began labor in the early morning, came for a prenatal mid-morning with light contractions, and I was called to her home in the afternoon. She was progressing well in the tub until she hit an impasse around 10 cm. We tried having her change positions, drink tea, lay down to sleep...all to no avail. Finally I suggested I help her with pushing and try to get the baby to come into the birth canal. She gave a few, good pushes and the baby's head was born. She felt the head and smiled and lost her urge to push, so I suggested she just push out the rest of the body. As she did out came a torrent of blood and then I knew why she had the pause in her labor earlier. Her placenta had partially separated and her uterus was tired and she was exhausted. It had been 12 hours since her labor pains began and mentally, as well as, physically she was beat! If she had been rushed to deliver the baby against her body's wisdom she could've had a total separation and risked her life and the life of her baby. I was able to quickly remedy the hemorrhage using herbs and got her into bed to eat, drink and rest. Her baby did wonderfully and was nursing within 10 minutes of her birth.


Both situations turned out well, but the experiences were very different. As I attend each birth I am learning to trust my intuition and allow the body to follow its natural course. It's a challenge to know when to leave things alone and when to jump in and do something. What I have learned from these two births is that I am there to hold the sacred space of the motherbaby and to protect them and encourage them to listen to their bodies and follow that wisdom. Each woman and baby has their own journey and as their midwife I am there to respect and honor them and the process. I am truly enjoying where I am in my practice right now and hope I can continue to bring a greater knowledge and wisdom to my clients and their families and continue to simply trust birth.

Friday, February 1, 2008

New year...new resolve...

2008...the older I get, the faster time flies. My children are growing by leaps and bounds...funny that I still feel like I am in my twenties, learning how to be a new parent and figuring this whole "life thing" out.
"The Business of Being Born" screening was a huge success! We had over 100 viewers and it felt great to do something for the good of the community. This film is powerful and moving and is a must-see for anyone who plans on having children.
This year I am hoping to allow myself to let go more, let life's challenges roll off my back, enjoy the simple, small moments, get really fit and love life like never before. I feel so blessed by what surrounds me in my family life, professional life and in my pursuits.
Midwifery still remains a passion for me and I am completely immersed in it. I am constantly trying to be a vessel through which wisdom, empathy and guidance flows. Just like a woman's body and mind have to open, literally and figuratively, in birth, I too have to be open to assist and enrich the mothers and babies which I attend. Forward thinking and pursuing life's passions...that's what its all about.

Wednesday, January 9, 2008

"The Business of Being Born" Screening

Samantha Bost and I are screening a new film, "The Business of Being Born", produced by Rikki Lake about the current birth crisis happening in the United States. The film is an eye-opener to the lucrative, billion dollar hospital birthing industry and the detrimental impacts it is having on mombaby.

When: Sat. Jan. 12th at 7 p.m.

Where: 31 E. St. George Blvd. in Andrae's Exotic Imports (next to Steamroller copies)
St. George, UT 84770
Cost: Free, Donations gladly accepted
More Info: Contact me at (435)635-2523 Lori Wrankle or go to http://www.thebusinessofbeingborn.com/


We would love to see you there...hope you can join us for this community event to support women and natural childbirth!